I'm struggling to pull myself out of a spiraling decline. Things were going so well and now I find myself in a desperate downward spin. I'm withdrawing from all again, and starting to fantasize about things again, and I feel like I'm verging on sabotaging all that I have worked for AGAIN. Same crap different day. Why cant I just take the healing I have gained and run with it, be free, guilt free, deserving of love, attention, intimacy, success. Shit this sucks
I hope just posting and seeing some replies from the wise will lift my spirits.