I'm feeling really drained lately. There's alot going on in my life that's taking alot out of me. Dealing with my abuse issues is certainly a big part of it but there's other stuff too. At work someone was killed, which I was a witness to. It was a violent death and I'm having a hard time with the memories of what happened. The mother of the victim has been using me as a support, which is fine since she certainly needs it, but this is draining too. Not her fault, but draining all the same. On top of all this I was punched in the face by a crack addict recently for which charges are pending. Apparently the accused is denying he did it, which is ridiculous since it was all caught on camera, but his denials means that I'll have to testify in court, which I don't look forward to. Anyways I just need a rest from all this, even from the abuse work for a while. Call it self preservation I guess. JS.
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