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#363607 - 06/04/11 04:05 PM I Don't belong Here
1lifenow Offline


Registered: 03/07/11
Posts: 407
Loc: west coast
I don't belong here.

Understanding why I do things is something i will never understand. Why and how i could just push away and then destroy the bridge, when i already feel so isolated.

Don't know where its going, but this raft has just drifted from the shore. Longing for a safe harbour, I suspect there will more stormy seas.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzjUjNPYzLg



Edited by 1lifenow (07/01/11 06:49 PM)
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#363663 - 06/05/11 09:49 PM Re: I Don't belong Here [Re: 1lifenow]
1lifenow Offline


Registered: 03/07/11
Posts: 407
Loc: west coast
Sorry guys, i guess i was in a bad place when i wrote this.
I know eventually thing are going to be ok, i have to do the work, just wish i wouldnt make it so difficult on myself. I tend to act before I think. Would love to hear from someone who has found the tools to help gain more perspective. Looking to do the right thing the first time through.

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#363667 - 06/05/11 11:21 PM Re: I Don't belong Here [Re: 1lifenow]
ren42 Offline


Registered: 03/26/11
Posts: 54
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Edited by ren42 (12/29/12 10:10 PM)

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#363720 - 06/06/11 10:48 PM Re: I Don't belong Here [Re: ren42]
Letourski Offline


Registered: 03/15/08
Posts: 302
Loc: Canada
1life,

Honestly, I have been where you are many times. I have pushed loved ones away and I have said some hurtful things. It was an angry time in my life. But as ren mentioned, true love never dies. I have to believe that with every ounce of my being.

Let me tell you that you deserve to be loved. You deserve all the caring and support that your loved ones have to offer. Sometimes we let our own self image distort our relationships, but just remind yourself that you are worth all the love in the world. Fake it if you have to. I hope this helps. Heal well brother.

Cheers,

Daniel

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#363722 - 06/06/11 11:01 PM Re: I Don't belong Here [Re: 1lifenow]
Sterling Offline


Registered: 10/25/08
Posts: 275
Loc: Winnipeg, Manitoba,Canada
venting is Good!:)


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