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#363503 - 06/02/11 10:19 PM I can't live like this anymore
laq Offline


Registered: 12/27/10
Posts: 2
Loc: USA
Today is one of those days when I'd rasther end it all. I have been feeling increasingly enraged and extremely on edge. I usually feel like the dumbest one at work especially my boss is second guessing me and doubting everything I do. Today I exploded in a tirade of how tired I am of being treated like a moron. Good thing I did carry a gun. Needless to say after my loud, profane ridden outburst, I felt exhausted, and incredibly ashamed since my best buddy was in my line of fire. The bottom line is I do not want to live with rage that burns my guts and make me want to kill someone. I makes me want to die, and end the whole thing. I'm tired, and acting out with my addictions is over, that much I know. I want to go to sleep for a long time........I need some rest.


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#363506 - 06/02/11 10:32 PM Re: I can't live like this anymore [Re: laq]
Fissy Tsickens Offline
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Registered: 09/23/08
Posts: 466
Loc: Bassett, Virginia
Hi, laq.

If you are seriously considering hurting yourself in any way, or wanting to "end it all," I strongly encourage you to call your therapist if you have one, a suicide hotline, or 911. If you're just feeling very frustrated and want to blow off some steam, feel free to PM me. I know how hard it is to contain that anger sometimes. I also know how hard it is to work for a lousy boss with a huge ego. I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

Peace,

John

_________________________
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Iíll never see

It may sound absurd...but donít be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wonít you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Itís not easy to be me

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