It's not something that I thought of a lot over the years, I was 15 yrs. old, I had been home from a reform school for a few months and my brother who was 18 asked me if I wanted to go swimming with him and his friend from work at the local hotel pool.
My brother had always treated me like dirt, not typical sibling rivalry, but a loathing that he did not attempt to hide. I thought that since I had been away for a year and a half that perhaps things would be different, maybe he would like me now, I gladly accepted his invite.
What he did not tell me was that this "friend" from work was a sexual predator that would not leave him alone, he was always after him, he wanted a young guy, this predator was in his early 40's.
After we swam,we ended up in the steam room, nude. This guy talked sex non stop, it was obvious to me that he wanted, one of us. I had been around guys like this in reform school, they can't quit looking at you and can't shut up about sex.
After a while this perv. suggests that we all get a shower, my brother, my older brother, says, why don't you two go, I'll be in in a while.
I don't know why I went with the guy to the showers, I had always been in a role at home where I was the servant, do as you are told.
When we got in the shower this criminal grabed my penis, he wasted no time. I pushed him away, I was in good shape and kind of tough, I guess the guy got what he was after, he wanted
to touch me and he did it.
All of these years, I have been angry with my brother if I think about this, I feel like he offered me to this guy, I have brought it up to him and he says that he was lucky that he wasn't the one the guy got, not once has he ever said he was sorry, we no longer speak.
The wierd thing was at the time I was so numb from 18 months of sexual abuse at the reform school, that when this creep grabed me, I didn't even feel violated sexualy, as in being molested.