part 4.... that little boy inside....

trigger warning just in case.

Thank you again for the connection. You have great vision of all this "this" we deal with, but you could just shoot rubber-bands at the camera and I would still feel so much less issolated in this world of the un-speakables.

here ya go robbie.

ROFLMFAO!!!! You got me to smile...just when I thought I had the grumppies down-pat.

There's something seriously wrong with us. Ain't it grand?

nope. i don't believe that there is something seriously wrong with us...

i believe that we are men, that at sometime in our lives, were abused.... that doesn't make me any less than any other man out there...

i'm a survivor..i'm a thriver... and i'm sharing my journey with all who want to be a part of it... like i said before, if it even helps one person then it is all worth it... even if that one person is just me....

yes, there's going to be some hard times vids... but there's also going to be good times vids as well... hopefully, all will be inspirational....

todd

and it is grand when the little boy in us comes out to play... even if it's to shoot rubberbands at the camera...LOL...

Obiwan,

Please don't stop the vids. I just played the one about accepting the good things in life that happen to us and I realized that I stopped a long, long time ago, even before I began my recovery, I had started shutting down.

I'm still in the grief stage of my recovery so it's still hard to find any joy in my life and my self-esteem is shot to hell.

I thank you for taking a chance on us. (((Todd))))

Rusty

thanks rusty.. and i have part 5 ready to go..

here it is.. part 5.. .TRUST!!!!

as always... TRIGGER WARNING....