TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!

good evening guys. i decided to go ahead and do a recovery video blog. below is the link to the first episode that i've called fear/assignment...

i felt very strongly about doing this. not only to help myself but to help others too and if it helps even one person then it is worth it...

i'm posting a trigger warning because there is a lot of raw emotion in it. this is me fellas.. this is a part of me... here's hoping we can gain some healing from it... thanks fellas...

todd/obi/brobiwan

sorry. looks like the last couple of minutes got cut off...

hopefully, the point came across and i do appreciate any feedback, comments that anyone wants to share...

Todd,

You're a brave soul to expose yourself so openly to us. I commend and respect you for that. I don't know that I could do the same.

My hope for you is that you will keep making steps (even baby steps) forward with your intimacy issue. Give yourself some time and space before starting another relationship. Good things come to those who wait.

Your Brother,

Rusty

Hey Todd!

That was brave!

Thanks for posting-it makes me sad we haven't connected more lately-I think a lot of men will find your video helpful-much more than just posts on a page.

I hear you about the fear of intimacy-that ruled my life for many years and destroyed relationships-I had to trust that I could walk thru dating and relationships one date at a time, and just see where things went when I was willing to face the fear. (I already know what it's like to run from the fear.)

Jamie

thanks rusty and jamie....

yeah, i'm kind of bummed that the last few minutes got cut off... but that's ok....

like i said, i know it's helping me and i truly hope that it helps others too...

everything is one step at a time...

more vids to come!

thanks again...

todd

i will admit that i am fired up about doing this. in fact, i already have my next topic and it will be titled "january 28th, 2006". look for this vid to be posted tonight.

part 2, titled january 28th, 2006.

adding the trigger warning again..




hopefully, this will work...

let's try part 3....

accepting the good things...

trigger warning.....

The benefit I get from this is un-unclear by any specific name, but I can descride it as being A LOT like my group every Tuesday night. The tangibility of YOU...the reality of YOU actually being here. This is truly powerful! What an idea! Well done!

thanks robbie...

there are plans to add more vids...

possibly another one over the weekend... not sure yet...

i do have a funnny vid that i did of some funny stuff that moose (peter corbett) says....

if people are interested i may post it... moose thought it was funny...