By virtue of the fact that you're posting these videos for our benefit, exposing yourself to us, gives you value and worth. You're helping us ask the same questions of ourselves that you have asked of yourself.
After I watched this installment, I went to my wife and asked her if she could see me as a man with low self-esteem and worth and she said, "Yes." She's noticed a steady decline over the last couple of years and since I've begun recovery it's the worst it's ever been.
I'm trying to put the pieces of my life back together just like you, just like everyone here at MS. This installment has made me realize that I truely have a long road ahead of me.