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#359571 - 04/13/11 02:54 PM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: eyeslikeapisces]
Czaesar72 Offline
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Registered: 04/24/10
Posts: 211
Loc: California, USA
I know how you feel.

I started a blog to tell my story and encourage other people to do so. I kept count of how many people read the blog and it was more than a thousand; I was happy that people were reading my story as it made me feel that I might be helping other people.

A couple of times I received comments from pervs telling me that my story was great J/O material, and that enraged me, and I removed my blog, so, you're not alone.

Sincerely,

_________________________
Alejandro
A very grateful Alumni of the Level I WoR Sequoia 2011, Ben Lohmond, CA, USA
and Advanced WoR Alta 2011, Alta, UT, USA.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift; it is the burdens he can understand and overcome.

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#359580 - 04/13/11 03:36 PM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: Czaesar72]
CruxFidelis Offline


Registered: 06/16/10
Posts: 486
Loc: NJ
Originally Posted By: Czaesar72

A couple of times I received comments from pervs telling me that my story was great J/O material, and that enraged me, and I removed my blog, so, you're not alone.


WTF??????? mad

That just makes me want to smash things. There are some really sick people in this world!!! I am so sorry you had to read that kind of garbage on something that probably took a lot of courage to put out there.

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“If a man wishes to be sure of the road he treads on, he must close his eyes and walk in the dark.”

- Saint John of the Cross

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#359640 - 04/14/11 02:30 AM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: Czaesar72]
risingagain Offline
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Registered: 11/09/10
Posts: 597
Loc: Vancouver, BC, Canada
when i read what eyeslikeapisces wrote...
i feel angry
that he would be shut out by people
who could have opened their hearts and understood

i want to hold you man
to embrace you for who you are
that is all
that is enough

we did not deserve it
we did not want it
it does not matter that we like (some) men
it was abuse

my parents told me
that i fantasized about being raped by my father
that is what i call denial
how it twisted my mind
thinking i was messed up

each time i believed the lies
my soul sank
and i became a prisoner to them

so i am here to say
be free brother
it's not your fault


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#359660 - 04/14/11 10:41 AM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: Czaesar72]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
Fifi Please Czaesar

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#359731 - 04/15/11 02:00 AM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: CruxFidelis]
Czaesar72 Offline
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Registered: 04/24/10
Posts: 211
Loc: California, USA
yeah, CF, it took a lot of me to get the courage to start the Blog, but I could not take perverts making such comments as that was extremely triggering for me.

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Alejandro
A very grateful Alumni of the Level I WoR Sequoia 2011, Ben Lohmond, CA, USA
and Advanced WoR Alta 2011, Alta, UT, USA.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift; it is the burdens he can understand and overcome.

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#359754 - 04/15/11 09:56 AM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: Czaesar72]
risingagain Offline
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Registered: 11/09/10
Posts: 597
Loc: Vancouver, BC, Canada
CZ you are such an amazingly courageous and good man.

Just wanted to say that.


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#360559 - 04/23/11 03:23 PM Re: I feel so alone today. [Re: eyeslikeapisces]
randy101 Offline


Registered: 02/21/11
Posts: 4
Loc: los angeles
hang in there eyes! sorry to hear some comments upset,
those who questioned if it was wrong were HIGHLY inappropriate
dont give up hope.
you have a lot of friends/support here smirk


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