Jas,
Welcome! This place is good. I'm very glad you found us. Like John, I am sorry that this place is needed, but very glad that it is here. I was 36 years old whan I started looking for help, I was 52 when I found MaleSurvivor in November. I feel like I have had more healing in the last 7 months than I did in all the years before coming here.
Stick around, learn to know us. Feel free to post as often or as seldom as you wish. You are not alone!
Love ya
Darrel
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If a man would get his life on track, he must first go back to the place where it was derailed.