Still going to therapy, still trying to figure out how a husband of 25 years and father of five (that's me) can have such strong SSA urges.
Spiritually, I'm so confused. I was raised to be a Christian with all the traditional beliefs. I feel very abandoned by God and wonder if He's even there, though in my head I know He supposedly never leaves us nor forsakes us. Those beliefs have me thinking that acting on the SSA will lead me to hell. But isn't that what THIS is? Every damn day?
I read an article online today. Go to www.centurylink.net/news
and read the article on hell. Interesting food for thought.