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#356323 - 03/12/11 08:49 PM god damn lie
risingagain Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 11/09/10
Posts: 597
Loc: Vancouver, BC, Canada
my ass i liked it

i'll tell you what i would have liked

to play football
to score a touchdown
to have parents at the game cheering!

to feel at home in my home
safe at night
welcome to say whatever was on my mind

to have my dreams heard
to feel my body growing
not betrayed and used

to have a dad worthy of admiration
his strength his courage
not filling up your need

to find friends
and play
and the rough and tumbleness of boys
not distrust
and loss
and betrayal

to date a girl or a boy
take a risk
make a first kiss
not being your bitch at night

what i would have liked
is for you to be real parents

i release your god damn lie


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#356326 - 03/12/11 09:02 PM Re: god damn lie [Re: risingagain]
risingagain Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 11/09/10
Posts: 597
Loc: Vancouver, BC, Canada
Version 2:

you said
'you like it'

my ass i liked it

i'll tell you what i would have liked

to play football
to score a touchdown
to have parents at the game cheering!

to feel at home in my home
safe at night
welcome to say whatever was on my mind

to have my dreams heard
to feel my body growing
not betrayed and used

to develop confidence
like a teenage boy
not tied up and raped
and threatened with death

to have a dad worthy of admiration
his strength his courage
not filling up your need

to find friends
and play
and the rough and tumbleness of boys
not distrust
and loss
and betrayal

to date a girl or a boy
take a risk
make a first kiss
not being your bitch at night

for love to mean Love
and not filling some god damn hole

what i would have liked
is for you to be real parents

i release your god damn lie


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#356327 - 03/12/11 09:05 PM Re: god damn lie [Re: risingagain]
brother2none Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 01/30/09
Posts: 267
Loc: Undisclosed
This was very powerful to read. I'm just really moved. My heart is pounding.


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#356329 - 03/12/11 09:11 PM Re: god damn lie [Re: brother2none]
RecoveryReady1 Offline


Registered: 12/05/10
Posts: 433
It all makes sense to me.......
I totally believe you....
Who wouldn't ?



and yup that was all bullshit.....but we can see that...no problem.

Steve


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#356332 - 03/12/11 09:24 PM Re: god damn lie [Re: RecoveryReady1]
risingagain Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 11/09/10
Posts: 597
Loc: Vancouver, BC, Canada
Thank you guys!

I feel relieved.


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#356340 - 03/12/11 10:11 PM Re: god damn lie [Re: risingagain]
jevin Offline
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Registered: 11/30/10
Posts: 44
Loc: somewhere on the Red Road
Confronting the lie. Memories of things lost forever, and tears. Thanks, man. Just awesome and powerful.

- Jev

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"Whatever is rejected from the self appears in the world as an event."
- Carl Jung

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