There's a lot of land and neighborhood involved in my abuse...houses, woods, etc. I really want to see it all but if I visit the area I may have problems with emotion.
I used Google Earth to look at the scene of the crime and all my childhood places, home and such from space. It was very painfull and very healing at the same time. Hard to explain. I had a good, long cry over it. Its amazing what you can see.
Anyway, you might want to try it. I'm glad I did it.
We all had to SURVIVE by different and unique means. Only God truly knows what we went through.