To my fellow MS brothers,
I just wanted to send you a note to say hello. I have been doing really and then I started to get back in some of the old negative ruts so I logged in after a long break and felt the need to declare publicly what I am about to say.
You know, I am one hard critic on myself, and I need to empower myself with the inner courage that "Yes, I was sexually assaulted (not just by the husband's act of grabbing my erection without my permission, but by a wife and husband team of predators. Tough pill for me to swallow, but I am working on it!)and not a willing participant even though I was groomed and made to believe that I was an active , equal partner in this "hidden agenda of rape" and let's have fun with this toy we got here and get him to play our game.
Need to forgive myself for following an older sexually domineering/manipulative (to say the least) woman (very sexually atttractive to me at that time with large breasts, dirty blonde hair, a face that said "do me". I was led by my cock (she literally used that part of me to control me and considered my body and soul as her private property) into a sexual liason that appeared OK to me because she said hubby was going to WATCH. She told me to ask her husband about the liason like it was my idea! He even acted surprised by "my idea" but then picked up the>
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