I have been a member for a while, and this site has helped me. Now, as I revisit it, it brings up too much eroticism for me to handle. I realize the need to post exactly what happened and I did so myself, some on the forum and some in private messages. But, I am in a positions where it is causing me more damage than not. Don't have enough strength to stay away from the posts that trigger me.
NOT blaming any one. It is just me and the cycle of my healing that I have to do this.
Thanks for all the help and when I feel like I can handle it again I may return.