I am not sure why your sorry either. I would say your in touch with some emotion - not sure what emotion - therefore not all was stolen from you as you state.
I would also venture to say after talking with you last night, you have A LOT of goodness inside you that beams even from the internet page.
We chatted about some intense stuff. In hind-sight, I am thinking I could have stayed with you and not bolted like I did. I forget my own power as they say.
Anyways not wanting to write a novel here but want to say hang in there. I think you and I will be wonderfully surprised at what was NOT actually taken.