The little devil thing, or cheeky boy look, is what people love, or hate.

I can be very spontaneous with people, and make them laugh, but the best thing to them is, I never show anger, nor what I really am feeling, and sometimes I am laughing thru hurt.

I guess I learned that a long time ago,

ste

Sometimes I feel worried about being stuck as a child - a safe little world of cartoons and comic books and video games. I relate to being a child too much. I think as a child I stole myself away from the world and had a small little creative universe just for myself, fearing that the outside world would just abuse me which of course was sometimes the truth. But what I really needed was compassion and love which just wasn't there for me so I have stayed in this (safe) little world of mine ever since. The bad news is I can't relate to adults and the adult world, the good news I can totally relate to kid's world. I guess what I am trying to say is I do give my inner child a lot of play time but I end up feeling stuck in this world of fear and defenselesness. It feels very sad and lonely.

je

je,

I think you are stuck between a rock and a hard place.

I think we all try to be that kid, in his world of safety, adults do not portray safety, but kids do.

I can relate so easy to kids, their smiles are infectious, and it lightens my soul to see how happy they are.

I also see kids, who are growing up rough, who swear at others and cause fights, I have to think to myself! What happened to their upbringing.

I dont need to tell you what I think!

Look after your inner child, as you cannot just drop the past without therapy,

ste