Just had another breakthrough. Been really not able to see The Maker through all the guilty feelings that were coming up. I couldn't really do 'it' but He faithfully held me even when I was self harming. He let me see the truth which is always easier to take with Him, rather than the way we saw it to survive. He used someone here who was/is also going through a tough time. Im sore and raw, but the lid of this next healing is off and instead of wanting to hurt myself I just filled with Thanks to My Maker and His son. I love Him because He loves me when Im at my least trusting.
He is faithful.
He is Good
and I thank Him for this place I've found, for the friendly people here who often understand.
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Wolves will live with lambs. Leopards will lie down with goats. Calves, young lions, and year-old lambs will be together, and little children will lead them.