I'm not sure how long you've been in recvery or what resources you have taken advantage of-I had thoughts and desires for years that I now see were directly tied to my csa-parts of me even adjustd them over the years even tho the csa was deeply repressed to my conscious mind.
Traumatic and abusive introduction to sex really messed me up in ways I am still dealing with. I have abstained from acting out these patterns sexually for eight years now, and found/learned healthy ways of relating to the world and of being sexually intimate and emotionally vulnerable and supported .
In my mind I tried to rewrite the>
Edited by Mountainous Buck (06/16/10 05:45 PM)