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#333641 - 06/13/10 12:26 PM FIGHTING BACK!
Obi Offline
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Registered: 12/28/09
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Loc: kansas
I'M TIRED OF BEING AFRAID!
I DON'T WANT TO BE AFRAID ANYMORE!
I'M FIGHTING BACK!
I'M TAKING MY LIFE BACK!
WHO AM I? I'M NOT GOING TO BE THAT SCARED LITTLE BOY ANYMORE!
I'M NOT GOING TO LET MY CSA ISSUES DEFINE WHO I AM ANYMORE!
I AM TODD MORGAN! I AM A GREAT GUY WITH A LOT OF LOVE IN MY HEART AND A LOT OF LOVE, AND COMPASSION, TO GIVE!!!
THERE MAY BE TIMES WHEN I FALTER, BUT I'M SURE AS HELL NOT GIVING UP!!!
IS IT GOING TO BE SCARY? YES, BUT I'M GOING TO PUSH MY WAY THROUGH!
IS IT GOING TO HURT? YES, THERE WILL BE TIMES THAT IT'LL HURT BUT I'M GETTING RID OF THAT PAIN AND REPLACING IT WITH THE TIME TO HEAL AND THE SPACE TO FILL IT WITH LOVE AND COURAGE!
NO MORE! I WILL NOT LIVE BY THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS THAT MY PERP INSTILLED IN ME!!

I'M TAKING MY LIFE BACK! NO LONGER WILL IT BE OWNED OR CONTROLLED BY HIM ANYMORE! IT'S MY LIFE DAMNIT!!!

TODD MORGAN

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#333644 - 06/13/10 12:57 PM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: Obi]
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Registered: 11/08/09
Posts: 1558
YES!

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#333645 - 06/13/10 01:06 PM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: kidneythis]
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it's getting closer to independence day here in the states...

well, I'M DECLARING MY OWN INDEPEDENCE!!!



Edited by Obi (06/13/10 01:06 PM)
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#333647 - 06/13/10 01:55 PM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: Obi]
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Registered: 01/04/08
Posts: 1961
Hey Todd,

That is really good to hear. Recent events made it clear to me that not taking back my life was going to continue me on a path that would eventually put me in a very deep hole I could never crawl out of. This has given me a recent impetuous to change things as well. I think we all, as best we can, need to take back our lives. Otherwise we continue to pay the price and stumble in the present over things done to us in the past we neither asked for nor deserved. Glad to hear this from you Todd.

Eric


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#333666 - 06/13/10 05:09 PM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: ericc]
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Registered: 02/13/10
Posts: 507
Loc: AZ, U.S.A.
H U R R A Y !

YOU GO, TODD!!! YOU DA MAN!!!

THANK YOU FOR WRITING THIS! IT'S INSPIRATIONAL!!!

Your loving brother, as always,

Bobcat


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#333697 - 06/14/10 08:07 AM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: Obi]
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Registered: 05/19/09
Posts: 85
Loc: Michigan
Thanks Todd.......very inspirational....sometimes hitting bottom can be a rallying cry.....together we can kick this sh^&*t.......

Keep fighting...you are worth it.

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#333709 - 06/14/10 10:16 AM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: happybuddha1]
Obi Offline
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damn right i'm worth it!!!

AND SO IS EVERYONE ELSE!!! WE ARE ALL WORTH IT!!!

this isn't just my battle cry anymore gentleman!! this is our battle cry!!! our fight! our war to win!!! and win we shall!!!

no longer will we be afraid!

let's take our lives back!!!!

todd

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#333719 - 06/14/10 11:09 AM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: Obi]
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Registered: 07/27/08
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Loc: TEXAS
Howdy, my brother,

Fighting Back, pretty powerful, and inspiring.

A noble goal.

Something that many of us have tried, in our pain & sorrow.
One step forward & many steps backwards.

The road is full of pit falls, we will go deep into our souls & hell too. We will stumble & fall many times. The road is full of fears & many tears. But, one of our brothers will come by and offer his compassion, understanding & love. He will offer a steady hand and continue to move forward.

Fighting Back, a noble goal. Can i win? Can i finally deliver the knock out punch? Am I man enough?

Heal well, my brother ((((((Todd)))))), heal well.

Pete..Irishmoose.

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#333868 - 06/16/10 10:34 AM Re: FIGHTING BACK! [Re: petercorbett]
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Registered: 12/28/09
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Loc: kansas
thank you all for all the kind words and support!!!

i'm still riding on that wave my brothers/friends...

all of you are a huge part of this... all of you still helping me, guiding me, mentoring me help keep me going in this fight!

it's truly been great! great to feel so much freedom within myself and to not be ashamed!

what makes it better is that i'm not doing this alone! i'm taking all of you my brothers along with me! come feel the independence my brothers!! come join the fight to reclaim your lives!!!

together we can accomplish ANYTHING!!!

todd

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