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#333786 - 06/15/10 04:25 AM I just want to be free
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Registered: 03/06/09
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I feel so constrained, like anything could happen and I’d just look it in the face like I always have, without showing any emotion or even a flinch. Since the beginning cutting things off has worked for me. I’ve compartmentalized some parts of my life which are scary or upsetting and put them in a box marked “not to be touched” so that nothing on the outside can affect me worse. The flipside is I just want to be free of the legacy of abuse and to live my life not caring about such things. Trying to find the balance is dificult. JS

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#333916 - 06/16/10 07:39 PM Re: I just want to be free [Re: jls]
royjay Offline
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Registered: 09/29/06
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Loc: illinois
I can relate. I just want to be free from the past hurt and shame and the same sex attraction. It's confusing.

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