Glad that you have found something to cheer you up a little bit. For me it might be seeing my old Cleveland Browns win the Super Bowl for once. For my dad it would have been him seeing his beloved Red Sox win the World Series just once, he was born in 1930 and died in 1999, and never once got to see his beloved hometown team win it all, the closest that they came was that hot grounder through Bill Buckner's legs at Shea Stadium years ago, or the Series against the Reds back in 1975. When I was in 6th grade, my hometown Detroit Tigers came back from being down 3 games to 1 to the St. Louis Cardinals to win the World Series 4 games to 3, that experience is still a powerful memory for me 42 years later. Hope that you someday get to see your team win the Crown, or whatever they play for there, as you will carry those positive memories with you your entire life.
Glad to see that you are having fun again, fun makes life a little better for everyone,
"We stay here, we die here. We've got to keep moving". Trucker Mark