There are unknown abusers from when I was very little, the ones I do know about are both dead. One died within the last month, she was my aunt. The other I encountered at 13, I was grabbed by a pedophile in San Francisco who drugged and did terrible things to me and a friend at the time. I got away after a year, my friend didnít. The pedophile passed him onto another sick man who continued to abuse him for years. I did what I had to do to stay drunk and survive. Once I turned 17 I decided to go kill the abuser, I tracked him down but when I got to where he was I discovered he had died of HIV a month earlier. It was devine intervention, I would have murdered that man I have no doubt at all. I am glad that I didn't find him alive. That was a pivotal place in my life, so I am not making any suggestions other than to be sure of the reasons you want to open that can of worms and have support in whatever you decide to do. I had no support and was running on self will. In any case, please keep us posted on what you do, it helps us all as some will not be able to confront their abusers. Thinking of you.
Stay alive, don't drink, don't kill, don't die and you win!