Interesting and poetic, i like it. I used this idea of a "haze" in a mini story once as a metaphor for abuse issues. Giving it your full attention is sometimes what is required, but remember recovery can't take place in a vacuum, and that doesn't just mean you need other people but also it means you have to keep living your life to break some of the power and hold that it has over you. So i'd say keep looking at the stars, keep reaching for that, sometimes that's the best way to get through the haze- with a guiding light and a greater aim.
"...until lambs become lions"
I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.