Marvin, Logan, Surviving Guy,
I'm so sorry to hear about how you guys are suffering. I know the body memories I have had were bad enough, I can't imagine how much worse it would be to have the symptoms that you are describing. I would like to thank you sincerely for the incredible courage and bravery you are showing by talking frankly and openly about this. You are helping the rest of us, and me specifically, to speak up, just by your example. It is indeed a comfort to know that the rest of us, like myself, are not alone or weird, but that other survivors with similar experiences have been affected in the exact same way we have. I believe we can defeat this thing and overcome it, with time, talk, and support. Please keep up the good work, and keep talking/writing it out. I'm here for you if you need me. Just send a PM.
Hanging in there with you,
"Thou, O Lord, are the shield about me;
You're my helper,
You're the one who lifts up my head."
"Whom have I in heaven or earth but You?"