It is nice to hear from you, alhough i am sorry to hear that things are not going so well. I hope that things get back on track for you, and hope that you can get support where you are, or hope that you can get somewhere where you can get better help. We are thinking about you. Remember that you are worth it, and that we are all backing you.
"...until lambs become lions"
I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.