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#321199 - 02/05/10 03:07 PM mom (triggers)
bey Offline

Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 374
Loc: canada
my mom
used to sit and rock me on her lap when i cried

shhhh baby its ok it wont be for much longer now only until i feel better


oh baby dont tell dont leave dont let him hurt me

and if i said no tried to stop him
she would hold me down
while he did it
to save her own skin, yea
so he would leave her alone

and i would hear in their bedroom
eyeswide in the dark

no brian please no

and my name


and then the door creak footsteps
and mom saying
baby wake up honey daddy needs you
please baby dont make this hard for me
dont do this to me

holding me after, ice on my back from where hit me
when i threw up


I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me.

#321269 - 02/06/10 02:44 PM Re: mom (triggers) [Re: bey]
Derdlecar Offline

Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1314
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA

Isn't it ugly, what adults do to kids!

safe hugs

If a man would get his life on track, he must first go back to the place where it was derailed.


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