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#321199 - 02/05/10 03:07 PM mom (triggers)
bey Offline


Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 201
Loc: canada
my mom
used to sit and rock me on her lap when i cried

shhhh baby its ok it wont be for much longer now only until i feel better

and

oh baby dont tell dont leave dont let him hurt me

and if i said no tried to stop him
she would hold me down
while he did it
to save her own skin, yea
so he would leave her alone

and i would hear in their bedroom
eyeswide in the dark

no brian please no

and my name

...benny...

and then the door creak footsteps
and mom saying
baby wake up honey daddy needs you
please baby dont make this hard for me
dont do this to me

holding me after, ice on my back from where hit me
when i threw up
saying

shhhhh
baby
shhhhh
not
for
much
longer
now


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#321269 - 02/06/10 02:44 PM Re: mom (triggers) [Re: bey]
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1314
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
Ben,

Isn't it ugly, what adults do to kids!

safe hugs
Darrel

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