I am realizing in a HUGE way I have a voice. You know how kids will just scream to be screaming. They are exercising their ability to scream but they are hearing themselves in a big way.
NOT only was I silenced during the trauma of the csa but my family especially my dad had a huge influence and how I saw myself and heard myself.
My dad would never listen to me. I felt silenced by him. I was told my dad had given my perp control.
I realize this now and heard it for the first time in my own mind a couple of weeks since it happened nearly 40 years ago.
I have my voice now. OMG this is so awesome but WEIRD.
Live to your fullest potential
Never make someone a priority if your only an option