I'm trying to go to college in the US. I'll be leaving everyone. I'm going to leave all the familiar faces i see and start a new life. I've been thinking about this for years. I thought nothing would change, nothing every does things just keeps getting worse and worse. I thought I could leave all this shit and escape. but now so much has change. My sibling (except my little brother) and I bonded.

Everything is slowly changing for the better and I'm ganna leave that?... To be honest when I think about it really, thing are getting worse for me but its getting better for my family... make sense?.... I think I want to see my family become better? but if i stay here things for me are going to become worse...

sorry it doesn't really make much sense....

Marvin

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If things goes well. I'll be out by a few months but if not i might have to wait till next year....

Marvin

Marvin,

I don't wanna say only think about yourself in life, but...ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF on this one!!!!! Go and do what's gonna make you happy...period!

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sono

You can do it Marvin! Have faith! Work hard! You can do it!

the fact u worry about ur family shows the good person you are. i'm afraid that good person changes into a bitter emotional closed old man if you stay. You know u have to look after yourself first Marv, n u can always go back u dont have to lose touch with your folks forever u can stay close after u're done with college but it wont be like u r living with them.

it's just about time Marv, i kinda think if you do it for yourself, u do it for ur family as well

Thnx guys

Better get out of there before another hurricane hits!!! We don't have any hurricanes here in Colorado, but it just snowed 2 feet at my house last week too. We are 1000 miles from the ocean though. Maybe try the University of Colorado if you have enough money or a scholarship!!! We have some good support groups around Denver and Boulder too. Metro State College here is a good school for those on a budget.