Just sitting here feeling so sad. Used to come to this site regularly. Then felt better for along time. But my wife left a couple months ago and I found myself with someone else before I could make up from down. They are on a vacation with family in Hawaii and I am sitting here wondering what happened to my life. Don't like feeling this way very much. Trying to tell myself it is just another one of those feelings that will pass. But regret and loneliness have to be the worst feelings in the world for me.
"Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself." -Mary Schmich