Let's see here. My dad, mom, sister, girlfriend, and now almost my job and my dog. I have lost all of these things this past summer. My mom did stop by today but I said yes when she asked if i wanted her to leave. I can't stand the bitch. She made her choice to support her child raping husband over her own children.
I am only working a part time, minimum wage job. I can't leave my shitty 1 bedroom apartment for more than 4 seconds before my dog starts going nuts (separation anxiety). I am getting nasty notes every day and my neighbours are complaining. My dog is the only thing that keeps me going. She is all I have.
I get shit on every single day at work because people just treat employees in the service industry that way. I know it's not personal or anything but it still makes me feel horrible. It's at the point now where one customer is going to say the wrong thing and BAM I will be fired for beating the shit out of them or something. I am very close to snapping every day (don't worry I would never hurt anyone im all talk).
The worst part is, I really don't care about any of this. I died a long time ago on the inside. None of this matters.
How am I supposed to care about a job when I can't go 1 minute without hurting. Speaking of which, I have to work in half an hour. Yay. I should be working full time but I am about to freak the F out working a few hours. I guess I am a loser because I should have a full time career by now. I'm almost 30 and can barely take care of myself. Pathetic.
OK there. Just had to complain to someone and this place, sadly, is the only outlet I have.
Have a nice day!