I feel mostly happy today. YEAH.
I am trying to catch up on like issues. I remember a time when I was very controlling and a perfectionist.
Even as a child, teenager and early adult I had to most spotless room in the house.
But then I got married and the flood gates opened my mind to being less intense.
Well now, I in my middle life and my finances are a mess as in I have too little money to pay my bill. Today, I am playing catch up alot.
I know I am living alone for the first time in over a decade and doing better everyday at being by myself so, I know some of my motivation is missing by being alone. But, I have this nagging feeling in my gut that I have ten things to do all of the time.
I am trying to relax and do what I can.
Just wanting to vent I guess. But do others here experience the feeling or thoughts about never being caught up.
Live to your fullest potential
Never make someone a priority if your only an option