Ok guys, it's been a long time since I posted. I thought it was about time for an update. I am now living in Carterville, Illinois after I just moved out of my parents house. I am getting ready to turn 21, got a new job at a brand new Best Buy after working at 3 different K-Marts for 5 years.
Just a year ago I was always questioning myself, always making myself feel like crap, always curling up in bed, always thinking about what it would be like if i drove off the road. I found the strength in me after only a little therapy to break out and stand up. I proved to myslef that i can be loved and cared for and I can love and care back. Yes I am still troubled by my abuse. Yes it does effect me and my performance and yes i am still subconscience about myself. But I can still be happy. There is hope...And now I want to help, because if I help others it will inturn help us both to get stronger. This message board essentially saved my life, I love you guys...let me know if I can help

Happy to read about your latest news,
sounds wonderful great, like you I'm working this summer also. Working in sale's is a great way to meet other people, or are you stocking? I'm involved in telling storys of culture and history to tourist, to the native heritage center.
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HEY SCOOTER......JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, I'M DARN PROUD OF YOU AND KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK INSIDE YOUR HEAD...YOU WILL MAKE IT! WE ALL HAVE STORIES, SOME OF US ARE STILL WORKING AT IT, TO BECOME SOLID, AND CLIMB OUT OF OUR SHELL. SOUNDS LIKE YOUR ON THE RIGHT ROAD, NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER SURRENDER!

SLEEP WELL TONIGHT.....SCOT