It has been quite a while since I last posted. I don't have much tome to so I am going to make this short and brief.
Last week my dad tells me that he is not my biological father; that my mom had been with another man within about a month of her being with my dad, so they weren't sure who my father was as no tests had been done. They were pretty sure that the other man was my father because I don't have any traits from my "dad". If this is true, then my brothers would be half-brothers, one of my half-sisters would still be my half-sister, and the other half-sister would even be related to me. My "dad" also tells me that my "othr dad" is a really bad person, and if my "dad" ever saw him he would beat him up. Don't ask me why that is.
After my dad tells me this, he is surprised that I didn't know about it as my whole family knew, and appearantly nobody told me brecause they didn't think I was old enough and/or wouldn't be able to handle it.
I told my dad that even though I had no idea, for some reason I have always had a strange feeling that I was adopted or something because I look nothing like my brothers, and I have nothing in common really with my brothers or dad. I always felt different. When I suggested it to him, my "dad" said that he din't want to get a blood test to find out if I am truely his kid because he is aftaid that I am not his kid. If that is the case, then what? I feel complelty numb over this issue; I don't know what to feel.
However, the next day my "dad" tells me that sometime after I was born, my parents investigated it and found the he is my real father. if this is the truth, then why did he tell me in the first place?