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#292491 - 06/21/09 02:27 PM dispair
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#292494 - 06/21/09 02:47 PM Re: dispair [Re: myboyhoodfears]
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Registered: 05/31/03
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Loc: in my own world in pittsburgh,...
((((( danny )))))

will you dare to believe me when i say this is the anteroom between the former way of life and a life of future revocery? you've disinvested from old behaviors which no longer entice with an appealing allure. you are in a teachable space. don't despair dear brother. you are right where you are supposed to be.....never more ready to be receptive to the next moment of enlightenment. i feel your pain! don't give up, let it ride, and accept that you are right where you are suppose to be..... on groundless ground, where awesome potential awaits: lessons on walking on water........

all the best,

ron

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#292498 - 06/21/09 03:00 PM Re: dispair [Re: Sans Logos]
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thank you ron,..i want to be brave...im afraid i don't have the fortitude...not today.

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#292523 - 06/21/09 07:54 PM Re: dispair [Re: myboyhoodfears]
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Registered: 07/27/08
Posts: 2433
Loc: TEXAS
Hi my brother in pain.

Yep! it's pure hell for sure. It's a rollercoaster of a ride of our emotions, sadness, pain, guilt, worthlessness.

Good days and bad days. One step forward, and many steps backwards.

Hope and dispair.

I have HOPE for you, I have HOPE for me and I have HOPE for all of our brothers here.

Little peter has gone from the pinnacle of joy when at that WOR in Georgia little Peter had finally came home to me.
To the depths of hell again.
But myboyhoodfears, you are brave (or you wouldn't be here).
You are afraid, and you came here for compassion, understanding and love.


We all are afraid, afraid of what that lost boy is going to remind us of. What are we are (sexually). What we became.

My brother myboyhoodfears. I'll suggest that you try for a WOR (weekend of recovery) slot.

My brother in pain myboyhoodfears, i'll offer you compassion, understanding and love, in your hour of need.

Heal well my brother/friend

Pete (Irishmoose)

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#292528 - 06/21/09 09:04 PM Re: dispair [Re: petercorbett]
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#292533 - 06/21/09 09:35 PM Re: dispair [Re: myboyhoodfears]
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Registered: 07/31/06
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Loc: Southern Utah/Northern Arizon
hey dan,

Glad your reaching out miss you look forward to your return hang in there you can make it

Ron


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#292540 - 06/21/09 10:29 PM Re: dispair [Re: Barney]
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Registered: 06/04/09
Posts: 107
((((DANNY))) SAFE HUGS TIME 5.

You are loved and you are courage. You are an inspiration of strength and you are valued. We honor and we respect you. We support you always. We are here to help share the load when you need it. Gentle soul courageous man let me walk by yourside today together we shall see the brightest of tomorrows.

Know that you never ever, but, never again have to go it alone.

My thoughts are with you. You have my support always.
Be safe. Take heart. Accept our love.

We need you, you see, you are family now. You are "us" There is no "us" without you.

Peace my friend,
Shaun


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#292541 - 06/21/09 10:30 PM Re: dispair [Re: Barney]
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Registered: 06/04/09
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((((DANNY))) SAFE HUGS TIME 5.

You are loved and you are courage. You are an inspiration of strength and you are valued. We honor and we respect you. We support you always. We are here to help share the load when you need it. Gentle soul courageous man let me walk by yourside today together we shall see the brightest of tomorrows.

Know that you never ever, but, never again have to go it alone.

My thoughts are with you. You have my support always.
Be safe. Take heart. Accept our love.

We need you, you see, you are family now. You are "us" There is no "us" without you.

Peace my friend,
Shaun


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#292577 - 06/22/09 03:18 AM Re: dispair [Re: friendinneed]
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#298003 - 08/04/09 02:51 PM Re: dispair [Re: myboyhoodfears]
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(((((Dan)))))

Safe hugs to you.

Thinking of you.

DJ

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