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this conversation has gotten off track and i have contributed to that.....sorry!



that's a stretch dan! i am not my body. it's merely a host, a vehicle for for my spirit emotions and psyche. without those, my body is a dead idea. i am not one component of my being. the 'you' of me is far more complex than that.

i don't argue your point that the ultimate purpose of the egg and the sperm are to propagate the species; but the prefix hetero simply means unlike, different.



that's a statement i can agree with. and that can only happen naturally through hetero sexual contact, or artificially through insemination in utero.



what about urination? that precedes the ability to generate offspring. so wouldn't that be primary? the ability to regenerate develops at a later stage making orgasm penultimate.

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Well I had a realization a couple of Sunday's ago that I was fantasizing about my abuse, which isn't healthy I've found out from this site.

I guess that's a big step admitting the problem.

Growing up my Dad shamed me into sex being the most disgusting and dirty thing you could ever do. DIRTY DEED, thanks Dad, love ya too.

I guess I need to learn how make masturbation healthy for me.