Yes, another fathers day. Like you it isn't a pleasant one. I don't ever remember having a father around. But I had a sister 3 years younger.
But there was another person whom I "loved" like a "father", as he payed attention to this young boy. He gave me his total attention. He "nurtured me", He showed and taught me things, both non sexually and sexually. But he had me as his sexual toy for years. This little boy whom was denied the love and affection from his "mother" turned to his only source of "love".
He held me in his arem & lap, he made me feel loved, he made me feel his warmpth, he made me feel pleasure, he made me feel good, he made me his for years. As he was the father or parent(s) that I never had.
But right now I am paying for his sins. Why I always think of him, I'll never know. I supposedly buried him forever at that WOR in Georgia last month, forever, forever into eternity.
I hope that you enjoyed your day with your daughter.
Heal well Freedom49, my brother/friend.
Working Boys' Home 10-14 yrs old, grades 5-8. 1949-1953
A very humble alumni of the WOR Dahlonega, GA.
May 15-17 2009, Alta, Sep. 2009. Sequoia, 2010.
Hope Springs, 2010.