somehow, somewhere I have lost myself,
pieces of me have been fragmented,
there is a part of me that is essentially the same,
but there are many corners of my mind
that are not.
death, love, disappointment, failure, pain,
these have all affected me in ways
that i could not have imagined,
they have molded me into someone
that i barely know anymore...
and i don't care.
i look in the mirrior, studying the face
that gazes back at me.
i don't recognize the person in there,
...and i don't care.
i don't understand where my confidence
somehow it has all dissappeared,
i used to be filled with it,
i never used to be afraid of anything,
now with an uncertain future before me,
i am truly lost.
i lay in the dark silence,
listening to the falling rain,
it drums out its haunting rythym,
against the hollow window pane,
i wonder if there will come a day,
when i can be myself again.
Love heals everything