I had another flashback episode this last Monday for which some guys here helped me through.
The messages I heard during the csa for which I posted about I will repeat below STRUCK me big time on Monday. These messages are show stoppers that hurt and I am deflating the inpact on my life.
1. I did not want to miss anything or be excluded.
2. My perp told me he would mess with others.
3. My perp told me I was his.
Today, I can honestly say.
1. I am playing my own game/life. I am taking time for myself.
2. Others are adults who are free to make there own decision separate of my life. All are free to accept or reject others including myself.
and 3. I am my own person - free to play where I want and when I want.
What a relief.
Live to your fullest potential
Never make someone a priority if your only an option