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#286550 - 05/07/09 06:46 AM Will I ever be feel okay again?
b869 Offline


Registered: 01/26/09
Posts: 767
Loc: Philippines
I recently got r*ped a few day ago.

I feel a lot better now but I'm still not okay.

I try to cheer my self up but I don't really know if I could.

I feel like I could never feel okay again.

I just wanted to let this out.



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When thing get complicated go back to simplicity

Harvey Fierstein
Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.

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#286552 - 05/07/09 07:11 AM Re: Will I ever be feel okay again? [Re: b869]
Jesse92 Offline


Registered: 03/22/09
Posts: 102
Loc: The Netherlands
i know the feeling B... I'm sorry life is bad right now
Can you try to stay safe? Away from your perp? Can you do that?
Keep talking to us and post whatever you feel you need to get off your chest.

Jesse


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#286556 - 05/07/09 07:19 AM Re: Will I ever be feel okay again? [Re: Jesse92]
b869 Offline


Registered: 01/26/09
Posts: 767
Loc: Philippines
I can try but.. sometimes its hard... cause I'm forced to choice between my friends or my safety.... I sometimes chose my friends because I miss them a lot...

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When thing get complicated go back to simplicity

Harvey Fierstein
Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.

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#286568 - 05/07/09 08:58 AM Re: Will I ever be feel okay again? [Re: b869]
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 2469
Loc: UK
Marvin, what happened was a crime and it was NOT ok. You are worth more than that and you should be treated better.

You should think about going to the doctors to get yourself checked out even if you don't want to report it to the police. Your health is important. You need to find a way out of that situation, i like the quote in your signature line by Harvey Fierstein, i hope that you find encouragement in that. Whilst you are in active abuse it will be difficult for you to work on the emotional affects of all this. I want you to be safe Marvin, is there anybody you can trust who can help you to get out of the situation? anybody close to you that you can confide in?

Lewis

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"...until lambs become lions"

I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.


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#286644 - 05/07/09 07:43 PM Re: Will I ever be feel okay again? [Re: king tut]
b869 Offline


Registered: 01/26/09
Posts: 767
Loc: Philippines
I don't have anybody to confine in. My most trusted person is my brother his a year older then me and he has depression problem. He needs me more then I need him. Well not really but I just don't want him to become more depress.

Yeah... I have gone to the doctor, nothings wrong w/ me well at least not physically.

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When thing get complicated go back to simplicity

Harvey Fierstein
Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.

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#286707 - 05/08/09 03:02 AM Re: Will I ever be feel okay again? [Re: b869]
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Registered: 12/30/07
Posts: 2723
Loc: Washington State
Sorry, age restriction



Edited by Freedom49 (05/08/09 11:49 AM)

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