And So, after an absolutely fantastic week last week, ----- here I am again, apathy central, the land of grey.
I'd almost think it was my emotions paying me out for all the stuff I did last week which included actually getting serious amounts of work done on my thesis, helping out a couple of friends and actually feeling I'd done something worth while for a change, then, yesterday,going out for general relaxation with a couple of other friends, ---- one of whome I've not seen for ages, discussing everything from Kefka to computer games, ---- and realizing "hold on a minute, not that much has changed"
Then on monday things are bad, and today, worse, ---- and I'm supposed to be going out this evening.
Part of me really doesn't feel like it, but I'm obliged to sinse otherwise I'll not know what's going on in this new production.
sometimes I think things are getting better just on the basis that I have less time in this sort of state, ----- other times I just don't know.