It worked! I've booked a hostel for tonight and tomorrow night. We'll see about tuesday.
I already slept a few hours but then I woke up from another nightmare... ugh. It was of my father .. well you know.
I STILL can't say it.
But this particular memory keeps haunting me and it's freaking me out more then every other memory atm.
But it's raining again so I'm glad I decided to spend some money on a bed and a roof over my head for tonight and tomorrow.

If you can, be sure to take your passport as you may need it to get the room.

Jim

They asked for it but I said i didn't have it with me, wich is true. They asked for another pass with my pic on it, so i gave them my school card lol. And then all was fine. They showed me the room and I took it. Checked in, went back to my room, locked the doors and slept for a few hours. Then woke up cause of the nightmare.. ugh.

Went back home yesterday night late, it went ok

So surprises never stop coming
Anyway I came back home this afternoon to find some of my parents luggage in the livingroom.
So I was wondering what's up and asked my mother.
And she said we are going to the south of Thailand tomorrow morning early... So I couldn't help but say 'Geesh, thanks for not telling me, what if I hadn't asked, would you just have left without me?'. She ignored that question. Wouldn't have been surprised if they would have though. Gosh.
So I don't know where exactly we'll be going, I'll just make sure I'll be ready in time to leave with them.

So we arrived in Phuket a couple of hours ago.
I think I like Chiang Mai better but that's probably because I know my way around there now, it feels more comfortable and safe.
It should be cool that I can go to the beach now though

We are flying back home tonight.
I don't know if I will be online much from now on as I'm a little nervous about going online at home.
We'll see. Either way if you hear nothing from me for a while, that's why. Don't worry.

Well I wish you a safe flight back to your home.

Hope things would be better for you there.

We'll miss you buddy since you won't be online much anymore

Take Care

Marvin

Watch-out for tsunami's in Phuket, and hope that you have a safe flight back home. Don't they have wi-fi where you are from? Many better hotels have wi-fi and so do many coffee places like Starbucks. Your public library might have internet access too. Some airports have wi-fi too. You should be able to get on the internet at all kinds of places fairly privately.

Hope your return to the Netherlands goes smoothly and if this guy continues to give you trouble I would recommend that you try to seek legal remedies. What this guy is doing to you is criminal, and I'll bet that you are not his only victim. Why not put a stop to it? Call the police and ask to speak to a detective in the sexual assault division. They will put a stop to it. You deserve a better life than that.

You know where to find us if you need help.

Mark

Hi everyone,

I know it's been awhile, but I haven't really been able to go on this site much. I don't want to go on at home and i'm burried in schoolwork and my friends take up time to and work and soccer and everything :P
Anyway, just wanted to let you all know that i'm alright.
Take care

Jesse