mother and sister codependent, father is passive, has panic, anxiety, chronic worry. sister is mother's husband, essentially turned into my mother, both dislike father since he is passive and weak. mother used me from grade 1 to 8, slept in bed together, nothing physical. i had panic disorder, generalized anxiety, major depression for last two years. all people in my family, especially sister and mother have depression, father also, in a different way.
that is my story. i repressed sexual abuse for long time. just lost two years of life due to this, trying to get back into school, started graduate school program had to leave due to panic disorder, anxiety - school did not accommodate my condition.