Got really lucky, found what looks like a great place. No more mothers or stepfathers, no more herion in the kitchen cabinet, just going to buy my share of the computer off of my friend, pack up my stuff and leave man.

I am kindve amazed at how little I have to leave behind. I have practicly nothing. Just a lot of books, a tv, stereo, couple of bookcases, some clothes and bedding, and a really bad scene. Fuck this place, im not going to miss it at all. Fuck my stoner friends who sit on thier asses all day, fuck my mother, fuck Ron, her drunk ass boyfriend, fuck my convict father, fuck my hopelessly frail grandmother, i dont need any of them. I hope that isnt too graphic for anybody, but it felt good. The only thing i need out of my mom is her signiture for the car. Ill even let her pay for the damn tags and the smog check. Shes getting paid too, so i think i'll hit her up for some money.

I just hope i withdrew my money from my bank account before the government checks to see if giving me my check would push it over the 2000 dollar limit. If i was too late they will only give me up to whatevers left up to 2000. Heartless basterds man, they bleed the disabled.

At any rate, i dont have to be in fear anymore. Im free from my prison here. All i have to do now is escape from the one in my head. Thanks for being there, i'll try to get online if i can afford it. Maybe late at night, cause from what i hear everybody turns in early there. Hope to come back soon.

Good luck Broken!! We are all pulling for you. Stop back and see us when you get settled.

God Bless,

Brian

Broken,

Sounds like your on a roll, i wish you the best and i will be watching for your return here.

Awesome dude,, glad your doing it!

John

Broken,
When you are ready to select a hookup to the internet, you might check out Bigzoo. They have a plan for as little as $5.95 a month for 150 hrs a month. They also have a long distance phone service at 2.9 cents a minute (which I have used for a couple years). You have to have a credit card and sign up on the net. (if you don't have a card, your bank can usually give you a ATM/Visa card)
I was thinking of trying it. You can check it out at http://www.bigzoo.net/main.asp or go to the main site at http://www.bigzoo.net -
thad

Broken, good luck, you deserve it. I wish I had the guts to get the hell out of where I am. My life right now really sucks. Bosishere

Broken..So glad to hear some good news for a change. It sort of gives you hope that there is a way out of this terror. I know it will be difficult for you on your own..just know you do have support...even though we don't "know" each other. It brightens my heart to hear you've gotten out of direct fire. Check out libraries...they often have ways for you to get online for free. You be well...you're in my prayers. Mark