I do not know what get in my head tonight, but I was thinking of something. I just realize that right now, what we are doing, in 5 years, or in 50 years, it will be our past. We are living right now not only our present, but our future past, if that make any sense. It is true, we all have bad things in the past we have now, the past we look back at and are so affected by. But now is our present, now is who and what we are, and we do have control. We have control to make ourself best that we can be. We have power to make ourself what we are before meant to be, if badness has not been done to us. We can create our future past, so that to look back on it in those years will not be something to cause us more pain. We are the makers of the past we will live in our years to come, no one else. I think that, I think that control, and it make me feel stronger and more powerful then I normally think I am. I just wanted share that.
Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.
"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963