I have not been around in awhile feeling like I have a pretty good grip on everything and am doing pretty good - and I am - with everything except sex and sexuality. I know, that is like saying everything at the zoo is OK but the elephant is sick right?
Well, it just seems for about the last 12 months I have had no real sense of sexuality and no desire for sex. In fact I have not had an sort of sexual contact with my wife in now about 9 months. I don't masterbate or look at porn (that was never anything I liked to begin with) - NOTHING. In fact I shower with the lights off and really don't want to ever be without clothes on. I know some will say I have to get used to being sexual or accepting sex in a healthy way but I don't miss it at all - in fact I am pretty comfortable not having to worry about it. When I try to think about something sexual I get no where fast - if I keep trying I just really get nothing...I don't feel anything - there is nothing pleasurable---just nothing.
Is it normal to go through a phase like this?
I bid you Peace.
The time is always NOW. Breath In. Breath Out. Move On.