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#278665 - 03/08/09 06:54 PM Am I gay, bi or straight ?
Deejayy Offline

Registered: 03/08/09
Posts: 4
I am married to a wonderful, beautiful woman. The thing is I love pre op transsexuals. I long to be with one and long to have a relationship with one. But I cannot stand looking at two men making love. however the thought of a man/woman making love to a pre-op transsexual to me is the biggest turn on ever.

I also enjoy watching gay women make love also. Am I weird or a freak or is this normal. i was sexually abused by a male and a female. Please give me some advice.

#278681 - 03/08/09 07:47 PM Re: Am I gay, bi or straight ? [Re: Deejayy]
joelRT Offline

Registered: 09/11/08
Posts: 1357
Loc: Québec, Canada

Edited by joelRT (03/15/09 01:14 AM)
Edit Reason: leaving
My Story 1
My Story 2
The longest journey we take is to self-discovery

#278686 - 03/08/09 08:19 PM Re: Am I gay, bi or straight ? [Re: joelRT]
Deejayy Offline

Registered: 03/08/09
Posts: 4
joelIRt, thank you so much. Finally a person who I can talk to. I will PM you as soon as I can. Once again thank you.

#278702 - 03/08/09 11:37 PM Re: Am I gay, bi or straight ? [Re: Deejayy]
nathan555 Offline

Registered: 01/06/09
Posts: 230
Loc: Australia
Dee Jayy sexual abuse creats thought patterns which confuse us because they were put there by another
without our concent
our will was violated
my perp left his sh*t inside of me
now I am trying to clean up the mess

feeling are set off because of patterns asociated with my abuse

I can chose weather I resist or follow them

but yes its a struggle at times

we continue our journey


#278738 - 03/09/09 09:09 AM ... [Re: Deejayy]
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Registered: 11/26/08
Posts: 102


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