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#277337 - 02/26/09 06:07 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: Barney]
Riley Offline
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Registered: 01/11/09
Posts: 597
Loc: USA
Your far from alone on this one. Last night I had a dream and could not get a dirty, dirty taste out of my mouth all day today. I brushed my teeth 4 times and went through an entire pack of gum.


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#277338 - 02/26/09 06:14 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: Riley]
christianfather Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 05/04/08
Posts: 116
Loc: TN
Man do I know that feeling. Excessive brushing of teeth, mouthwash, gum. I hate when my memory kicks in and can't get the taste to go away.


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#277938 - 03/02/09 05:30 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: Barney]
fpower Offline


Registered: 03/02/09
Posts: 5
Go to you tube, type in beautiful and look at the Christina Ag. video...it's amazing.


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#284270 - 04/18/09 07:16 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: Barney]
wojax Offline
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Registered: 06/22/04
Posts: 171
Loc: Florida
Please help me understand why you feel so dirty? I mean is it the Abuse or life style..just dont understand .... sorry
Gary

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#284304 - 04/18/09 10:51 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: wojax]
wes-b Offline
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Registered: 08/17/07
Posts: 438
Loc: Western, Canada

Marinan;

my feelings of worthlessness, at least the ones I have come to know thus far are tied to my abuses and that they were dehumanizing of me... to have been abused is to be dehumanized and being dehumanized make me less than and worthless in the company of humans... for I am no longer one. I am to be beneath another, my abuser(s), and of no value greater than that of a doormat.

Yuk...

Thanks for prompting that out of me...

Love, Wes

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Happy to be a recovering survivor. :-)

Continuing to meet more of my fellows as I "Trudge the Road of Happy Destiny".

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#284317 - 04/18/09 11:36 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: wes-b]
wojax Offline
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Registered: 06/22/04
Posts: 171
Loc: Florida
Wes-d
Your going to make me get red headed here...Your a child of a living God that loves you. I agree abuse is dehumanizing when it is happening...But on the road to recovery we take that back...
I refuse to allow my abuser to have any control of my life... I AM WORTH FIGHTING FOR...as long as allow those feeling you will never be free..
Brother hold your head up high and declair I AM SOMBODY...My father is a King and that makes me a Kings KID..
God Bless You
Gary

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#284320 - 04/18/09 11:40 PM Re: *Triggers* Dirty [Re: wojax]
Marinan Offline
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Registered: 07/03/07
Posts: 329
Wojax if you see this message, I know you tried to talk to me in the chat room. I'm being blocked accidently. You just need to unblock me to see what I'm saying.


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