Your far from alone on this one. Last night I had a dream and could not get a dirty, dirty taste out of my mouth all day today. I brushed my teeth 4 times and went through an entire pack of gum.

Man do I know that feeling. Excessive brushing of teeth, mouthwash, gum. I hate when my memory kicks in and can't get the taste to go away.

Go to you tube, type in beautiful and look at the Christina Ag. video...it's amazing.

Please help me understand why you feel so dirty? I mean is it the Abuse or life style..just dont understand .... sorry
Gary

Marinan;

my feelings of worthlessness, at least the ones I have come to know thus far are tied to my abuses and that they were dehumanizing of me... to have been abused is to be dehumanized and being dehumanized make me less than and worthless in the company of humans... for I am no longer one. I am to be beneath another, my abuser(s), and of no value greater than that of a doormat.

Yuk...

Thanks for prompting that out of me...

Love, Wes

Wes-d
Your going to make me get red headed here...Your a child of a living God that loves you. I agree abuse is dehumanizing when it is happening...But on the road to recovery we take that back...
I refuse to allow my abuser to have any control of my life... I AM WORTH FIGHTING FOR...as long as allow those feeling you will never be free..
Brother hold your head up high and declair I AM SOMBODY...My father is a King and that makes me a Kings KID..
God Bless You
Gary

Wojax if you see this message, I know you tried to talk to me in the chat room. I'm being blocked accidently. You just need to unblock me to see what I'm saying.